my feeling to my frenship

不知道多久没来这里了
真的很懒惰打字呀
打来打去也没人看
哈哈哈哈
其实我也不是很想给人家看啦
无聊LMAO
><不过咧我也很想学学别人搞忧郁嘛
想起来我已经好一段时间没有忧郁了咧
^^
自从我离开忧郁的4s5^^
今年大多数时间都用来发呆
放空O.0
因为我根本不知道我能想些什么
过了以前那种太"关心"别人的日子我好累啊!!
别人现在说什么我都没什么感觉了
就这样luuu
我最多会这样反应
以前我是多么的在乎贝瑜她们啊
现在想起来不懂当时她们是怎样看待我的友情horr?
but i wnt ask them for answer cs it will be a useless answer
they wnt tell me anythg real
just will simply say 'nthg nthg'
i m tired for that answer
ya me really take them as frens so do them?
i dnoe
just like cheaxin say
frena nia mah..they will do wad for you worr
but very thx them let me c so much thg n learn so much
nw i cn say
i m nt that last time de tambai gal agn liao
dnoe y last time so silly
wn cry for frenship
actuali reli mia frenship wnt make you cry
like ANG SHI PEI
she gt promise me tat she wil always rmb us
den hw nw?
haizhaiz
cincai her ba
she like tat thn her matter la
JOOPHIN
i dnoe she gt say me agn o nt
but nvm la
SINYEAN
the gal always take care me
thx lots
i noe u oso sumtime will behsiok me
but nvm
i just cn say cincai
PEIYEE
yarr..my last time ..erm..cn say me c her as best fren
but did she c me as fren me oso dnoe
she wnt tell me anythg
be her fren me always the last 1 noe
lik tambai mia lik tat
ok nvm
i try to learn dun care
mayb last yr sumtime sad for tat but i din say out
nobody noe wad i m thk just c me as emo
its ok nw..
PEISI
erm..i dnoe hw say
ya..she is such a nice gal
ya..she very take care fren
ya..she always sad for tat
ya..but she dnt thk of me rite?
ya..she care every1 but less me
whn i realise it so sad too but
nw i hav try to overcome the sadness to becum no feeling at all
ya v still fren but..
just like tat..she say miss me i just smile
so wad cn i do?
i dnoe
wad cn i do is smile
SOKYEE
i dnoe whn u will behsiok me
tis the problem i thk btw us
but i thk no nid say out
just left it lik tat la
me dun care
just hope v din quarrel^
so on n so on..
me lazy type le
just lik tat