2011年6月26日 星期日

EVERYTHING SEEN SO NICE

i am going to graduate!
oh god
seen like a bad dream
but actuali its a gud news
i could leave here and start my new life
going to 1 nobody noe me de place
start the new life
if cn i hope that i will in a school nobody noe me
wahahaha..
i noe i ady sot abit
lol
daily life make ppl so headache
haiz
now a day
so many ppl have their own lover
haiz so sad la
but i ask myself i wan o nt the ans is nononono\
y find some trouble for ourselve?
so cnt understand them
maybe others bf so gud n hw bt he is nt urs
nt mean your bf will very gud rite?
adoi

n frens i think them seen so nice
but nt sogud vf them
evry1 need a deadline in btw
so i ady learn just be fren
dun so care^^
mayb tis rite n gud for us..
everything no nid to think so much
just be simple=)

2011年3月28日 星期一

把爱留下

When you pass me by



梦的痕迹


迷失在瞬间






What can I do for you


如繁星转移


消失在天边






夜,如此冷漠


被寒意包围


渴望身边的温暖






月,恍惚朦胧


唯夜空的星闪烁


在云端






Once more.Don't leave me alone


Can't breathe.Without you






每一年


爱的脚印


每一天


你的背影


In my heart and We are together


And Not alone






爱情


让时间停留


爱情


让世界旋转定格


仿佛只有你我






再回眸


I still follow with you


你的脸






爱,留下来


你始终在我身边相陪伴


Promise me


Don't leave me alone

2011年3月24日 星期四

I MISS UP THE FEEL LOVE YOU

no nid to say out the love
just keep it in mine deep heart
everyday just silently like you
nobody noe it
i cn do it freely
no nid hear others comment
i like tat feeling
miss you quitely
just like tat
i lik the moment you smile
i lik the moment i miss you
i like moment we chat freely
you dnoe my feel
n no nid to noe it
cs tis v cn chat freely
no nid care here n there
i lik tat
^^
very like=)
i choose no to say out
just be ur brother brother thn enulf
huhu..
din like 1 ppl til lik tis
finaly i noe you like tat gal de feeling=)
me rmb le
no nid say out just continue lik her=)
do anythg to her
din nid any feedbec
=)
i like you reli
vf true hearted=)
but i wnt be the problem to you
i just wna tell you silently
i miss you now=)

2011年3月22日 星期二

Today i just wake from my dream

today,me reli shock til reli wake up le
reli realise n understand le
me c them as frens just waste
tis the truth i noe last year
but me choose to ignore n dnt believe it
but finally the truth cnt cheat ppl de
at last you still nid to say tat tis the true thg
the thg reli happen n just me choose wrgly for it
whn i walk out from them
its reli giv the meaning tat me reli out from them le
start from tat seconds
me reli wna cry out but
i din do tat at last
they cn not even ask for my feeling
just tat
so..
cry just a daft reaction
ya
i have to say me reli nt a member of them
althg me very wna be
but at last i cnt do it
last time whn they ask to go out to shopping o wad
me will very hapi to do tat
but nw me reli dwn
everytime face them will let me thk bec today
me tired
o maybe actuali peiyee dwn me go pun
just din say out
a pair of gud de frens becum lidat
whose wrong ?
me dnoe
i din do anythg
maybe tis the wrg thg i do
whn she say she just miss peisi
dnoe y me reli sad
whn peisi c me the respon
me oso sad
suan le
let myself sad for today ba
after today tis thg will nt happen agn
i wnt let my frenship waste lik tis
i thk mayb they c tis will say
随便她啦..
想不到这种事也会发生在我身上
也许是我太念旧情
太活在过去的友谊中
我现在觉得koko那种找自己的新生活是最明智的选择
朋友浅浅就好
何必像我对她们这样
太廉价的友谊只会让人忽略让人丢弃
我对她们来说算什么
其实没什么
少了我没差
只是我自己太一厢情愿罢了
能怪谁
是我自己选择不清醒所以
nobody will pay for anythg for ur own fault
long time din moody le
you all tat make me hapi but oso
the most sad nw
thx u all let me noe the feeling
let me learn sumthg from it
anyway
me wnt becum the duo1yi2 de agn for u all
me will go far from u all
i thk gt me tis fren let u all xia soi liao gua
its ok
i wnt be it agn


2011年3月21日 星期一

my feeling to my frenship

不知道多久没来这里了
真的很懒惰打字呀
打来打去也没人看
哈哈哈哈
其实我也不是很想给人家看啦
无聊LMAO
><不过咧我也很想学学别人搞忧郁嘛
想起来我已经好一段时间没有忧郁了咧
^^
自从我离开忧郁的4s5^^
今年大多数时间都用来发呆
放空O.0
因为我根本不知道我能想些什么
过了以前那种太"关心"别人的日子我好累啊!!
别人现在说什么我都没什么感觉了
就这样luuu
我最多会这样反应
以前我是多么的在乎贝瑜她们啊
现在想起来不懂当时她们是怎样看待我的友情horr?
but i wnt ask them for answer cs it will be a useless answer
they wnt tell me anythg real
just will simply say 'nthg nthg'
i m tired for that answer
ya me really take them as frens so do them?
i dnoe
just like cheaxin say
frena nia mah..they will do wad for you worr
but very thx them let me c so much thg n learn so much
nw i cn say
i m nt that last time de tambai gal agn liao
dnoe y last time so silly
wn cry for frenship
actuali reli mia frenship wnt make you cry
like ANG SHI PEI
she gt promise me tat she wil always rmb us
den hw nw?
haizhaiz
cincai her ba
she like tat thn her matter la
JOOPHIN
i dnoe she gt say me agn o nt
but nvm la
SINYEAN
the gal always take care me
thx lots
i noe u oso sumtime will behsiok me
but nvm
i just cn say cincai
PEIYEE
yarr..my last time ..erm..cn say me c her as best fren
but did she c me as fren me oso dnoe
she wnt tell me anythg
be her fren me always the last 1 noe
lik tambai mia lik tat
ok nvm
i try to learn dun care
mayb last yr sumtime sad for tat but i din say out
nobody noe wad i m thk just c me as emo
its ok nw..
PEISI
erm..i dnoe hw say
ya..she is such a nice gal
ya..she very take care fren
ya..she always sad for tat
ya..but she dnt thk of me rite?
ya..she care every1 but less me
whn i realise it so sad too but
nw i hav try to overcome the sadness to becum no feeling at all
ya v still fren but..
just like tat..she say miss me i just smile
so wad cn i do?
i dnoe
wad cn i do is smile
SOKYEE
i dnoe whn u will behsiok me
tis the problem i thk btw us
but i thk no nid say out
just left it lik tat la
me dun care
just hope v din quarrel^
so on n so on..
me lazy type le
just lik tat

2010年11月18日 星期四

CYM unity camp

since from stelle maris til now ady few weeks liao..
i say wna updated tis post for many times ady
but every time whn i wna type it out i wil fill my hands pain
hahaha..
coz the lazy worm is inside me
i hate typing
but now i oso wna type it out
cs i wna thanks sum ppl
& have sumthng wn tel sum1
1stly c the pic 1st^^


tis is brother Andy Cheng
he very geng lorh..like him so much


yong xin & my angel--joelyn




the fire of the camp fire night


KINDNESS TEAM




me & the sea

dearest Nicole babe &me stil me & Nicole

me & Ashley--ANG SHI PEI^ we 4 same room ooo..


stil us^

me & the big guitar

the bands
me & gina--joophin

yeah..4 of us

first time join CYM

be4 tis i dnoe wad is tat pun

hihi

paiseh yarr..

in tis camp abt 4 days 3 nights

1st time camp vf Nicole, Joo,shipei

erm..better write in chinese

if not i dnoe hw to write

我们更加认识对方了

我们变到很好去

之前的误会也没有了

我们更加珍惜对方

还记得我懒惰去拿早餐然后我就让nicole 帮我

她竟然真的帮我拿耶

然后我不方便走路

淑惠跟nicole也帮我这帮我那

虽然感觉上这没什么但是不是每个人都愿意帮你的耶

尤其是之前我们还有着误会

还记得我哭的那一晚

全部人都跑来关心我

miss ooi oso..

make me so touching..

everyday give me a hug..

lol..很温馨咧..

这个unity camp让我感觉到peaceful..

每个人都很好

虽然之前不认识对方但是大家好像一家人这样

前几天大家才一起出去吃pizza

woots..

玩到很疯

真的很感谢这个camp

& Miss ooi..

她真的很好

我从来没遇过这样的老师

可以酱关心学生

我真的很想哭

我真的好爱她

thanks god bring her to me..

thanks god bring me to tis camp..

thanks god let us meet at there..

thanks god brg shipei,nicole & joophin to me..

very hapi to had them as my frens..

thanks to all the camp comitee..

they prepare tis camp..

although tis camp is no perfect but it full of love

thanks u all..^^

long time din cry..

thanks tis camp let me gt a space to release my feeling^^

2010年10月22日 星期五

原来

从懂事开始,我就明白这个世界的黑暗..
我从来就不信真心
不管是真爱还是真诚的友谊,或者是亲人之间的信任
就算是最亲的人总会有背叛你的一天
我从不会把信任交给别人
说难听点就是我只信我自己
是你们教会了我相信友情
也是你们一手把我对你们的信任给毁了
我只到关于我的谣言很多
但我想清者自清
那些谣言我根本不想理会
因为我相信我的朋友们如果真的把我当朋友就不会去信那些谣言
信了那些谣言我也没办法
那代表我们真的无缘当朋友
那就算了
我的朋友很多
多到每班都有
但是我不知道有多少会在背后讲我
我都不介意
但我相信我的好朋友们不会信
但是你们跟我坦白了什么
说听太多我的谣言才会对我有偏见才会吵架
真的没想过
我以之最不谑的谣言成了我们友谊决裂的原凶
真的没想到我会听到这个解释
这比我当场给人家讽刺还要心痛
被人家骂hiao or watever我从来不管
我知道那些谣言在讲什么
传到不认识我的人都认识我
本来很好的人也对我怀疑
但我也把这当一种测验
全然信我的人才值得我的真情
我以为你们已经通过了
原来没有
我真的很不能接受
不过这是事实
我告诉过你们的事不知道多少会被你们拿来当话柄
就像陈悦彤
她可以拿我来开玩笑
当话柄
曾经我多么信任她
她已经毁了我的信任在很早以前
我不会再跟她讲我的事了
但是我最后一明白她是那种可以共享富而不能共患难的人
她的眼里根本就只有她一个
要真的放下这段友谊就要平静的面对她
只要我做到证明我已放下了
曾经我多么伤心
是你们陪我走过了
但你们现在在说什么?
我又得这样多一遍吗?
不!!
我不想了..我好累..
我选择不理了
我终于知道你们对我忽好忽坏的原因了
那时我找寻很久的答案
没想到那么的令我心痛
事实总是残酷的
我也不能说什么
那是你们的选择
这个原因让我怀疑起所有在我身边的朋友
我不懂她们有什么目的
我真的好怕
他们对我好的另一面是什么?
他们到底有什么目的?
我真的好怕
我不要去学校了
他们真的很恐怖
我觉得现在我完全处在一个很灰的世界
好像有一层看不见的浣纱覆盖着我
我不懂该怎样?
我真想拿刀捅自己几刀看会不会清醒一点
救命啊!!
我真的不想活在这个世界上
什么东西都那么虚伪
我只是想要一段真的友情就那么困难吗?
连亲情也可以因为利益而虚伪
爱情更不用说哪来的一个人会对你真心真意如果你没有利用价值
到底还有什么信得过
也许如那个处女座的预言说的
应改把自己冰封起来
免得受到伤害
到最后我还是得会到那个我曾经走过的世界
我一个人的世界
就像hebe唱的寂寞寂寞就好
我真的好累
或许生命结束了更好
有多少人会为我流泪啊
我想我的灵堂一定很冷清!!!
既然这样我宁愿一个人静静地去..
也许那是一个很好的结果也说不定..