the 5th months in 4s5

in tis class jus feel tiok sad...
other than sad are also sadness...
just black n black...
many ppl dun lik me lo...oni till tis few week i oni noe...
suan liao la...
care them jus make me sad n angry...
walao..
sumthg terrible happen 2wards me..
sum1 stole my file at wednesday...
oic....ishhhhhhhhh.........
so gerli tat ppl...
her name sam evf me gok lo..
!@#$@#$%%*%^^#$$#@!
i wanna slap her....
gila punya...
1file oso wan...
very busy...
but still very qi dai 11/5
cs can meet vf swee dee them...
i feel tiok in schul i gt a few fren...
peisii say i cn tell her if i sad but whn i m sad i cnt find a fren tat will support me pun...
peisi gt her own life ..
i duan made her worry about me...
o i scare if i tell her n she din worrry about me pun...
then i will sad till die...
guey leh..
she will care but she is not mine is cc 1...
yue tong leh...
if i tell her she just will scold me...
make me more sad...
sin yean leh...
i sad ani thg to her..
she just oni say..
sorry tis not my prob..
jiasin she just say i duno ar...
cheaxin leh she just will listen to me n would nt talk any thg o giv ani advice...
pyee leh...
she oso gt her own life..
i duan distrub her...
i scare she will feel fan...
koko she always feel busy...
jane..
very little time will meet her...
peiying too...
zoe..
oso little time to gather vf her...
others me cnt believe...
shipei okey pun...
but she nt mine...
i cnt fend mine own fren ...
so sad..
haizzz.....
yuan lai me so ke lian...
haizzzzzzzz...