CYM unity camp

since from stelle maris til now ady few weeks liao..
i say wna updated tis post for many times ady
but every time whn i wna type it out i wil fill my hands pain
hahaha..
coz the lazy worm is inside me
i hate typing
but now i oso wna type it out
cs i wna thanks sum ppl
& have sumthng wn tel sum1
1stly c the pic 1st^^


tis is brother Andy Cheng
he very geng lorh..like him so much


yong xin & my angel--joelyn

the fire of the camp fire night

KINDNESS TEAM

me & the sea

dearest Nicole babe &me stil me & Nicole

me & Ashley--ANG SHI PEI^ we 4 same room ooo..

stil us^

me & the big guitar

the bands

me & gina--joophin

yeah..4 of us

first time join CYM

be4 tis i dnoe wad is tat pun

hihi

paiseh yarr..

in tis camp abt 4 days 3 nights

1st time camp vf Nicole, Joo,shipei

erm..better write in chinese

if not i dnoe hw to write

我们更加认识对方了

我们变到很好去

之前的误会也没有了

我们更加珍惜对方

还记得我懒惰去拿早餐然后我就让nicole 帮我

她竟然真的帮我拿耶

然后我不方便走路

淑惠跟nicole也帮我这帮我那

虽然感觉上这没什么但是不是每个人都愿意帮你的耶

尤其是之前我们还有着误会

还记得我哭的那一晚

全部人都跑来关心我

miss ooi oso..

make me so touching..

everyday give me a hug..

lol..很温馨咧..

这个unity camp让我感觉到peaceful..

每个人都很好

虽然之前不认识对方但是大家好像一家人这样

前几天大家才一起出去吃pizza

woots..

玩到很疯

真的很感谢这个camp

& Miss ooi..

她真的很好

我从来没遇过这样的老师

可以酱关心学生

我真的很想哭

我真的好爱她

thanks god bring her to me..

thanks god bring me to tis camp..

thanks god let us meet at there..

thanks god brg shipei,nicole & joophin to me..

very hapi to had them as my frens..

thanks to all the camp comitee..

they prepare tis camp..

although tis camp is no perfect but it full of love

thanks u all..^^

long time din cry..

thanks tis camp let me gt a space to release my feeling^^

原来

从懂事开始,我就明白这个世界的黑暗..
我从来就不信真心
不管是真爱还是真诚的友谊,或者是亲人之间的信任
就算是最亲的人总会有背叛你的一天
我从不会把信任交给别人
说难听点就是我只信我自己
是你们教会了我相信友情
也是你们一手把我对你们的信任给毁了
我只到关于我的谣言很多
但我想清者自清
那些谣言我根本不想理会
因为我相信我的朋友们如果真的把我当朋友就不会去信那些谣言
信了那些谣言我也没办法
那代表我们真的无缘当朋友
那就算了
我的朋友很多
多到每班都有
但是我不知道有多少会在背后讲我
我都不介意
但我相信我的好朋友们不会信
但是你们跟我坦白了什么
说听太多我的谣言才会对我有偏见才会吵架
真的没想过
我以之最不谑的谣言成了我们友谊决裂的原凶
真的没想到我会听到这个解释
这比我当场给人家讽刺还要心痛
被人家骂hiao or watever我从来不管
我知道那些谣言在讲什么
传到不认识我的人都认识我
本来很好的人也对我怀疑
但我也把这当一种测验
全然信我的人才值得我的真情
我以为你们已经通过了
原来没有
我真的很不能接受
不过这是事实
我告诉过你们的事不知道多少会被你们拿来当话柄
就像陈悦彤
她可以拿我来开玩笑
当话柄
曾经我多么信任她
她已经毁了我的信任在很早以前
我不会再跟她讲我的事了
但是我最后一明白她是那种可以共享富而不能共患难的人
她的眼里根本就只有她一个
要真的放下这段友谊就要平静的面对她
只要我做到证明我已放下了
曾经我多么伤心
是你们陪我走过了
但你们现在在说什么?
我又得这样多一遍吗?
不！！
我不想了..我好累..
我选择不理了
我终于知道你们对我忽好忽坏的原因了
那时我找寻很久的答案
没想到那么的令我心痛
事实总是残酷的
我也不能说什么
那是你们的选择
这个原因让我怀疑起所有在我身边的朋友
我不懂她们有什么目的
我真的好怕
他们对我好的另一面是什么?
他们到底有什么目的?
我真的好怕
我不要去学校了
他们真的很恐怖
我觉得现在我完全处在一个很灰的世界
好像有一层看不见的浣纱覆盖着我
我不懂该怎样?
我真想拿刀捅自己几刀看会不会清醒一点
救命啊!!
我真的不想活在这个世界上
什么东西都那么虚伪
我只是想要一段真的友情就那么困难吗?
连亲情也可以因为利益而虚伪
爱情更不用说哪来的一个人会对你真心真意如果你没有利用价值
到底还有什么信得过
也许如那个处女座的预言说的
应改把自己冰封起来
免得受到伤害
到最后我还是得会到那个我曾经走过的世界
我一个人的世界
就像hebe唱的寂寞寂寞就好
我真的好累
或许生命结束了更好
有多少人会为我流泪啊
我想我的灵堂一定很冷清!!!
既然这样我宁愿一个人静静地去..
也许那是一个很好的结果也说不定..

THE LOST SYMBOL

I love THE LOST SYMBOL
god i love this book
I love Dan Brown
His book is very interesting to read
its meaningful
god..
learn so many thing
after read this book i feel tat mt knowledge is pitty little
some thing inside this book i no ever heard before
it say about the symbol
just from 19century till now..
its full of misery..
it bring too much feeling to me..
i dont how describe it..
next target is ANGEL AND DEMON
hahaha..also DAN BROWN's book
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年尾了耶
好快哦
我发现我的生活真是简单到吓人
每天都是学业，友情，家庭..
自从去年的事后感情于我如蛇蝎
没碰感情烦恼也少了
不过的确少了精彩
我的中四生活也许不如别人的多姿多彩
但却平淡安稳
虽然有点闷但是我更喜欢这样
安安静静
没人来打扰我的世界
我跟朋友们也很好
跟她们在一起我不需要注意形象
不需要牵挂着谁
不需要担心着谁
哈哈
我发现我真的很讨厌跟人家共享一个世界
朋友不能说
她们只是参与我的生活
她们是我的生活的一部分
我爱死这种无拘无束的生活
但是最近我真的觉得我的中四生活不该浪费掉
所以我决定了
我不要虚度中四生活
我一定要疯过
我要坐rapid绕penang
我要跟朋友一起狂欢圣诞
一起倒数
一起BBQ
一起数星星
飄motor
爬山
去international park攀岩
玩桌球
跟朋友去KTV唱通宵
16岁的青春啊
只有一次
别浪费了
过了今年明年就要当乖宝宝了
so,let crazy all the holidayss...
yeahyeah..tis friday wna ponteng to go Langkawi ..
to saw my little crocodile & jellyfish
kina siao liao..
hohohohoho..

sad unreasonly

不知道为什么会这样
几乎每年这个时候我总有那种感觉
去年多亏了ahsii她们
我才不会继续这样想多多
但是今年呢？
谁会帮我？
但了最后我还是发现我还是一个人
我根本参不进淑惠她们
所以我每天宁愿一个人看书也不想过去加入她们
我怕我自己会觉得很悲哀
我怕我会想更多
他们说过会支持我的
但是我想她们只是说说的吧
算了啦
我并没有要他们把我当成什么好朋友
只是希望她们不要忽略我的存在
原来我的存在感这么低
算了啦
我常常在想她们是不是也在背后说着我的坏话
是我想太多还是事实？
我开始不想去学校了
面对她们我真的笑不出来
我觉得我很辛苦
难怪佳歆会有那种想法啦
我现在也是了
亏我当是那么挺她们
说她们不可能会这样
算了啦
看错了吧
I din beg for any returns
juz hope u al din ignore me
but now me really feel no hope for our friendship
maybe just myself see u al as frens n u al no
its juz my own thinking

Yesterday hang out vf frens

yesterday hang out vf fren to JUSCO to watch Piranha
go at there oni noe the movie is 十八禁
shit la..
thn the stupid ppl wna check us Ic..
so stupid him..
others din check juz wna check me..
go die him..
n i bluff him tat i m 18...
ho cai my frens r 18..
thn i say i same age vf them..
thn i gona go in..
hiak hiak..
walao..
the movie so geli..
start til end oso very very very very geli..
yuckss..
the stupid Qian arrr..
she own shout n thn scold me dont scold..
very funny..
the aunty aunty keep looking at us..
kisiao liao us..
start i din scare by the geli fish inside the movie juz scare by the sound of shouting from wen n Qian..
adoi..
qicham nia..
the 18 years old gurl oso qicham thn me..
laugh till i wn go long piak..
ching had watch it be4 liao..
so she keep sit there n watch our face n terrible shouting..
n thn keep 'smiling ' at us..
soi la her..
thn after movie v go shopping here n there..
adoi..tis make my leg painfull til today..
lolsszzzz
pekcek nia..
at there reali miss Fen2..
cs she will mascha vf me..
hiakhiak ..
most love her..
thn v go c the dress n change it crazy..
lol..
so beautiful la..
TuT..
next time wn go vf mum..
thn cn buy mani mani back home..
so sad din buy tiok..
oh... my beautiful dress keep missing u al..
thn i make a wrongly decision..
my mum wn fetch us back but i choose go back vf bus..
omg..tat 1st time i naik bus ..
lol..so mani 'black person'
TMD..i wont naik bus again..
shit..so scarely..my godness..
at there me reali reali hope i cn faster faster go back home..
damn it..!!!!
ok at last still safety go back home..
my mum laugh till wn pengsan..
she say"siok la..i wn fetch u ,u dont wn..c la.."
=3=
sumtime very very pekcek vf wad i had done.
adoi..
very sorry lo..
wn u al acc me..
TuT..
sori sori sori..
apologies here..
but hope u al dont say"its too late to apologies"
hahaha..hope stil cn go out together to watch piranha 2..

FRENSHIP FOREVER

♥Sweet 16♥

my birthday had over for 3 days dy..
but today still gt gift ..
hiakhiak..
tats sokyee de..
yesterday oso gt..
tat shipei de.,
n a caring card from ahsii..
hoho..so hapi..
n b'day tat day i receive many presents from my frens..
zoe,JOo,Nicole-babi,Jiasin,EE-wing,yin.....n mani mani..4get liao..hoho
very very touching de is..
the HOMEMADE CHOCOLATE CAKE from Fen2.
omg...i like it..
haha..
n sinyean ar..y use tat kind of sigh to c me..
hiam hiam cry out..
adoi..okei la..
thanks all..
n mani cards from u all...
wishes...
thx ya..

补充！！

paiseh ya..

last time 4get guey guey,cc,weiyuan..

Guey

i love u very much leh..

dunoe y last time 4get liao..

haha..

u r the 1 i reali reali love..

u giv me a feeling tat u very need others support n protect

hoho..but nw gt sum1 be ur support liao..

huhhh...

放心liao lo..

haha..

你永远都是我的好姐妹。hurray..

CC

以前或许对你有点偏见但

现在不会了

其实你不像外表这样

你对贵卿的好让我好感动哦

连我这个旁外人也感觉到

以前不喜欢你是因为误会你了

对不起

i love u too^^

谢谢你对我的信任

我觉得如果是其他人可能不会跟我讲他们的感情是吧

但你可以完全信任我地跟我讲

很感动。。haha。。

kisiao liao ...酱也好感动。。

weiyuan

walao...i love u..i love u..

u r very very very cute u noe..

every time c tiok u even me very sad o angry me oso will happy up...

dunoe y..

u r a real gud person n fren..

omg...

nw i oni make a conclusion about u..

last time i dunoe hw to describe it..

noe i noe liao..

love u much...

NOW..

I GT SUMTHING WANNA SAY TO PHIN

SORY LAST TIME DE POST DIN WRITE TOO MUCH ABOUT U

NW WRITE HERE..

U R A REALLY GUD FREN 4 ME..

HAHAHA..

MAYB SUM TIME U ALL DUNWAN I NOE SUMTHG BUT I REALLY DIN ANGRY..

HAHA..

LAST I WAN SAY U R MY LUCKY STAR..

LAST POST TEKNIK ERROR PAISEH..YA..^^

原来我爱你们

总是等到事情发生了才会发现
发现哪个才是真正支持你的人
那个才是你的朋友
那个才是会陪你的朋友
那个才是值得珍惜的人
那个才是爱你的人
有些人活了一生总是在为自己的利益而活
他们不懂真情
之有利益才是他们的目的
这样的人生太悲惨了
有些人懂真情
满嘴真情
但他们不懂去把握
不懂去接受
不懂去迁就
有些人想要真情
但他们没遇上
我很开心因为我是幸运的
因为我遇上了

Jane Goh

I wanna say i love you.

u r the 1 hu always support me

u r the 1 hu cn endure my bad temperament

u r the 1 hu cn share my sadness n stand at my side when i m sad

maybe sumtime i scold u but..

it bcs i dunwan c tat sum1 bully you

but u hav no respond for it

i dun like to c tis

mom,^^

u must noe hw to take care urself

Zoe Yap

I love you

tis true

i feel tat although v din c each other so long time

but u still cn care my feeling well

u still cn noe my feeling although me din say it out

u always noe i need wad

although me din say it out

it make me touching

v r busy now

but i believe tat our frenship will still maintain the same

Peisii

ahsi,I love you

u always care me

but i din c it before

very sad..

sorry ya..

u r a very good fren

always care frens' thing

care frens' feeling

ahsii..

u noe i always c u as my best fren

Peiyee

I LOVE YOU

In F4 i only c ur good

i cn find another pyee in my life

u r such a very gud n pretty gurl

thank you i wanna say here

cs my bad temperament last year

everyday miss u lo

but u dun noe oni..

haha

Yuetong

I love you too^^

but me dunoe u noe o not

maybe dunoe

if not u will not everytime c me like tat kind of ppl

if not u wont c me like tat kind of ppl

u dun understand my feeling

why u always din care about my feeling

okey..although like tat

i also wanna say i love u

cs everytime i m sad u r the 1st one i wan to share my feeling

whn i happy i also hope cn share vf you

i love you tong2

koko

i love you koko

u r very very very gud

last year maybe v cn be a best fren

v cn sit 2gether

but i also had c u as my best fren

i noe u will be the 1 hu will help me

hu will accompany me

whn i m sad.

i will try to be more close vf you

ShiPei

u noe many thing i din tell others but just tell u

cs i gt c u as my best fren

u always say i din share my thing vf you

actuali u r the 1 hu noe the much^^

i love you

dun sad le la..

without su yee

u still gt me

sin yean

i love you too

i like to chat vf you

even i m sad o happy

i like to share my feeling vf you

u will always give me sum gud advice

after chat vf you i feel tat my sadness will gone some

thank you^^

Jiasin

tis year v sit 2gether

although i noe u will nt c me as you real fren

o wad wad i dun noe la..

but sumtime u will do sumthing make me touching

haha..

i cn share feeling vf you cs u will always say pekcek

i noe u dun like to listen to others thing

u just wan say ur own thing but

i also very happy gt u as my fren

Renee Ang

haha..i love you

u r always like my mom

wakkakaka..

always care my safety la..bblablabla

haha..

thanks ya..

everytime i will touching whn listen to wad u say..

haha...very happy gt u as my fren

Peiying Cheng

i love u sister

haha..

although u always complain me always tell jane sum secrete din tell u...

but noe i m fair..

i will tell u 2 la..

haha..

i hope v din argue at future

dun argue any more

susyean

u tell me u gt c me as ur best fren but

really?

i din think so..

anyway..

thank u say tat to me..

^^i oso gt c u as fren

actuali u more like PRS others right?

nevermind le la..

i dun care le..

^^
付出不一定要回报

Qian

OMG..i love you most haha..

but u never noe cs

u din have chance to c tis blog

wakkakaka..

most love u u noe

big qianqian

long time din c u but still love u..

although more like small qian..

haha..

hope us ccn find chance to go bukit merah 2gether..

haha..wan miss me lo..

Fen

haha..i love u..

u not just my best best fren..

like my family more..

u noe my life n..

noe all my thing..

haha..

most love u..

i just c u as my family members liao..

Ching

my dear i love u too..

but so sad gt bf liao ar..

din miss me liao wor..

haha

hope us cn go Taiwan at the end of the year 2gather..

Mei

very happy i will meet u beck at next month..

love u muakss..

haha..

find 1 day n go time square...

u gonna fetch us go lo..

wahaha..

Ying

i love u..

u ar..

smaller then me but y others say u older thn me..

aidui..last time i miss the chance go Penang beach 2gather..

maybe nexttime la..

dun sad la..

i gt c u as my best best fren..

really..

haha..

dun always complain about me..

Dear Swee Dee

haha..long time din c..

miss u lo..

i cn 4get the time v stay at HD house..

i love u all..

u say wan find me where gt..

maybe v all very busy..

okey la..

c u next time at the party at Penang..

i noe u cn drive car liao..

fetch me oo..

muakzz..thnks 1st.,hihi etc etc

Joo phin

although i noe u at F1 but v just be fren tis year

i love u..

u all my Lucky star..

muaksss

thnks last few day tat u care about my feeling..

chea xin

love u..

u so pretty..

very scare u tiok pian..

haha..

take care urself

sok yee.

love u too..

hey others star de ppl..

u very siao siao..haha

always make my laugh..

haha..

love u..

gt u ..

my 4s5 life very funny..

tis all my best fren i love u all..muakss

;

tmr gona go out vf ahsii them...
so happy lo...
2day qian cum to find mw out for chating...
v gt o wonderful lunch 2gether...
after tat open my notebook n go to c yuetong blog...
at her blog she say:
sumthing about their camping
thn she say tiok go to the治疗室is a loser
thn i go to chat vf her at msn
thn belum start say she say:
I DUN ARGUE VF YOU LA..
i nv wn argue vf her...
just wna tell her my feeling
why she alwaz c me like tat kind of simply angry de person..
why?
why?
why?
hu cn tell me ?
why?
even me gt sumtime argue vf others...
even i m the right 1..
even others scold me 1st...
she oso say its my wrongs..
all my wrongs..
she wont try to rmb the real thing...
although she noe she will scold me 1st..why
why?why?
why others cn rmb me
?
why she cnt?
why?
i really gt try to rmb her n try to change myself to becum better...
why she cnt c?
why?

the 5th months in 4s5

in tis class jus feel tiok sad...
other than sad are also sadness...
just black n black...
many ppl dun lik me lo...oni till tis few week i oni noe...
suan liao la...
care them jus make me sad n angry...
walao..
sumthg terrible happen 2wards me..
sum1 stole my file at wednesday...
oic....ishhhhhhhhh.........
so gerli tat ppl...
her name sam evf me gok lo..
!@#$@#$%%*%^^#$$#@!
i wanna slap her....
gila punya...
1file oso wan...
very busy...
but still very qi dai 11/5
cs can meet vf swee dee them...
i feel tiok in schul i gt a few fren...
peisii say i cn tell her if i sad but whn i m sad i cnt find a fren tat will support me pun...
peisi gt her own life ..
i duan made her worry about me...
o i scare if i tell her n she din worrry about me pun...
then i will sad till die...
guey leh..
she will care but she is not mine is cc 1...
yue tong leh...
if i tell her she just will scold me...
make me more sad...
sin yean leh...
i sad ani thg to her..
she just oni say..
sorry tis not my prob..
jiasin she just say i duno ar...
cheaxin leh she just will listen to me n would nt talk any thg o giv ani advice...
pyee leh...
she oso gt her own life..
i duan distrub her...
i scare she will feel fan...
koko she always feel busy...
jane..
very little time will meet her...
peiying too...
zoe..
oso little time to gather vf her...
others me cnt believe...
shipei okey pun...
but she nt mine...
i cnt fend mine own fren ...
so sad..
haizzz.....
yuan lai me so ke lian...
haizzzzzzzz...

point less post

wakao!@#@$%^%^^&*)*^%$#@!
every1 F4 life so sweet n happy why my full of black sadness & grey boring..
after in s5 i feel tiok my life every day full vf tuition n booksssssss....
maybe every ppl will say tats gud...
tis mean u become mature liao..
but....
hu noe wad in my heart......
is bored...
is sadness......
kokokokokokokkkkk.....
walao ei.......
hu cn help me.........
okey start from tis moment i dun wan my life just full of wad 'mature'
all go into tong sampah la..
i like the life like last year ..
maybe sum1 will say me dunoe think about my future...
but..
i dunwan to care tat la...
i dun wan to care about thye wad study is most important....
alll go in the tong sampah.....
i wan super duper hyper wonderful & colorful life......
hohohohohoho........
most like tong2....
she alwaz make my life get sumthg hapi......
although sumtime she will made me sad pun but.....
its okey cs v r fren......
hahahahahah...........
after c other 16 blog.......
so high........
lol.......
hate sum1..
in my class..
PM..YW..
lol..
actuali me dunoe they why hate my...
okey luuuuu...
i just hate sum1 hu hate me........
tat no wrong RIGHT

16岁

16岁了。。。。


我不知道这封post会不会太迟。。

不过也没关系了。。

16一直是我最喜欢的年纪。。

以前总梦幻着16 岁会怎样怎样。。

但当我真的变成一位16岁的少女时才发现一点都不好玩。。。

每天忙到死。。

虽然总在别人眼前说不可以总怀念以前。。

但其实我真的很想念去年。。

我告诉自己时间久了就会喜欢上目前的班了。。

像去年一样。。

但我错了。。

我真的很想念去年。。

因为其实我在我班生活的其实不是很好。。

但总要装一幅很好的样子。。

很累。。

带着面具跟别人相处是很累的事。。

在部落格骂人还会被人骂。。

所以我换了url。。

我想要有一片喘息的空间。。。

这几年在中学的日子我真的长大了。。

经过了那么多。。

看过了那么多。。

学会了成长。。

或许悦彤会说我悲观但是她不明白每个人都有自己的个性。。。

她总认为我是错的。。

算了啦

我带在中学的事件不会很长了。。

我不想生命力有多出一样遗憾的事。。

我现在知道成熟是什么。。

成熟是心里流着泪脸上还挂着笑。。

虽然很痛苦但或许这就是相处的钥匙吧。。

人总是身不由己。。

向来还是有点悲伤。。

上中学快四年了。。

我却连个知己也没有。。

好失败哦。。

我想如果有一天我消失了她们会不会发现呢。。

有天我离开了她们会不会为我掉一滴泪呢。。。

我不敢寻答案。。

因为我怕答案跟我想的答案是一样的。。

虽然我知道我在自欺欺人。。

但我真的不想面对残忍的事实。。

就算我懦弱吧。。

每个人都有懦弱的一面。。。

就让我放纵一次吧。。

juz back from damai laut---the very kong bu place

前几天去了趟damai laut..
应改很多人都不知道这是什么地方吧。。
不用紧。。
大家看完这篇候打死都不会要去了。。
首先到那边的hotel先。。
在望上说是四星级啦。。
可是咧。。去到那边我发誓我打死也不会再去那个鬼地方。。
我们定的是family room..是一间links room来的。。
结果咧。。我们的房间的门不能锁的。。吹风筒也不能用的。。
ok lo..
去到沙滩那个死鬼马来人讲沙滩不能下的因为有jellyfish..
而且附近一带是海水和河水的交接处又有鳄鱼。。
！·#￥%@#$$&**!@#$
王八蛋的咧。。
去那边不知道要干吗。。。
在网上看沙滩很美一下。。
哪里知道去到那边它的沙粗到要割伤人家的脚咩。。
哇靠。。
算了咯。。
坐在那边吹海风咯。。
晚上我爸说看到hotel的restaurant就没味口。。
就出去吃咯。。
然后就去到一间好像lao ya lao ya的华人煮炒店吃。。
接下来更恐怖。。
我们就点了一道菜胆咯。。
但菜来的时候。。
do you noe v c tiok wad inside bo?
里面竟然有一条大到吓死人的虫。。
很明显是活生生炒给它死的。。
恶。。。
接下来几天我们去到餐馆都不敢再叫菜来吃了。。
wakao..还是penang的东西好吃。。。
隔天在海边还发现不少东西你们自己看。。
在上面了。。
那些海龟是在别的地方看到的。。
它们大到可以载人哦。。

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 MY FREN ---KOKO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 YOU KO KO....
MISS U SO MUCH..
I DUN U LIKE WAD COLOUR SO I PUT PURPLE..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KOKO....
I DIN GO SCHUL 2DAY CNT CELEBRATE VF U..
AT HERE SAY SORI SORI..
WISH U HAPI...
UR PRESENT LAST TIME GIVE U^^..

give u a big big cake^^

same thing cheer up me..

at thursday sumthing great happen 2wards me..
tht is yuetong have change 2 my class ..
wahahaha..
too hapi..
tis the oni 1 thing make me hapi since open schul till now..
i hope she can sit vf me in class but shi sit vf sien rui..
=.=..hate..
but now i think my bored F4 live will change ..
not oni bcs of yuetong oso bcs my new classmate..
last day is friday..
is my pj day..
i could gather vf my new classmate ..
since 2010 start till now tht my most hapi day..
but oni sum ppl la..
sum leh very dun siok me de..
dunoe why..
okey lo..
they din siok thn i oso dun chap them liao la..
last day me 1st time ponteng perhimpunan vf my new classmate in year 2010---
she is chea sin..
i lik her very much..
she so beautiful...
i cn c peiyee 影子..
she juz sit behind me..
but she n peiyee is not a same type person..
say tiok peiyee i hav sumthing 2 say here..
i feel tiok peiyee dun lik 2 see tiok me ...
okey lo..
she dun lik c tiok me i oso dun wan to find her liao la..
prevent she more hate me..
i oso duno why..
maybe she heard sumthing about me gua..
but nvm la..
she oso din ask me..
tht mean she believe it lo..
i cnt do nothg..
haiz..

new schul life~~

开学差不多两个礼拜了。。
i have a new life in my new class..
when open schul i sad but nw i noe i have to save my time..
bcs 1 year is not so long oni..
i muz treasure my new fren..
the time over will not cum beck..
although i really miss last year...2009
but tis year 2010 liao wor..
so..i really really mis my last year classmate+old fren...
but i still have 2 start my new life...
haiz...they will leave in my mind 4ever..
the time have them is my most happy time..
i noe i cnt always think 4 the past tense thing...
must be think 2 future..
they is my wonderful memory..
hope our frenship non-stop..
always be fren..
in new class is not so siok oni..
very very boring...
every ppl study all the time ...
in my class cnt c all gather n gossip..
oni cn c all ppl do homework n reading...
my moniter say our class very geli..
always study study..
haiz..=.==.=
sinyean say i din same liao..
always study..
do homework..
i wan to tell her bcs nothing 2 do at class..
din have ppl gossip vf me..
she say me so guai..
no ponteng liao..no lepak liao..
i wan 2 tell her bcs no ppl gather vf me 2 lepak..
very sien..
haiz...
so now my daily life is just book book book oni..
full of book..
worst than be4 PMR..
belum SPM already like tht..
i dun noe SPM how..
kns la...
in my class i din have机会2 scold粗话pun..
maybe tis is gud 4 me..
i have 2 change myself..
sumthing really 在意be4 now is really no feel liao..
sumthing tht can make me laugh be4 now no have their effect..
sumthing i lik be4 now din like..
sumthing i scare be4 now also frighten me pun..
i think i reali change..
only sumthing i miss be4 now also miss oni..
thts my fren..
now many thing have change....
but tht reali normal..
haiz..
till here okey liao..
nothing 2 write..
=)
hope my 3B4 frens happi..
love u all...

开学后的生活~~

开学到现在已经超过一个礼拜的时间了。。

f4真得很忙。。

每天补习活动补习活动。。累到半死。。

有没有搞错。。

huiyo...

近了新的班同学不一样了，班级也不一样了。。

我的班已经换去风水不是很好，又有点阴风阵阵的block B了。。

讨厌死。。几想念block c..ponteng出去又方便。。买薯条也方便。。TT

正是有点后悔以前做么没有天天ponteng。。好啦现在没得ponteng liao lo...

哭死。。

f4了。。成熟了。。虽然个性上还有点幼稚。。嘻嘻xp

不过处事上，感情上的确成熟很多。。很多事也看得开了。。

今年我不想再触及感情了。。

要努力了。。哇咔咔。。

希望某些姓庄的不要嗤之以鼻啦。。

是真的啦。。

某些姓黄的也要相信哦^^

我有真心在'悔改'哦^^

今天我要被gek 死了。。

那些人不知道有没有搞错的..

不知道头是不是撞坏了。。。

现有那个郭顺发仗着自己执委就仗势欺人。。

哼哼哼。。了不起吗？cheh=.=

还跟我同姓耶。。真是丢死人。。

过后又陈肯诺。。。整天在人家前面晃来晃去看了就讨厌。。
算了咯。。
还要同班一年。。
不过最gek死人的事是死ahsii。。
我这样想她。。
她竟然T.T
可恶。。。呜呜呜。。
气死人。。
算算了算了。。。
at last i have 2 say i have 3B4...
尤其tong2..yuyu..koko...